Hey, Sorry I haven't posted in a while, things are really getting on top of me!
I now have a therapist/shrink. I didn't think I'd be having regular appointments, but apparently this time, I have to -.-
So I've been getting good grades in university - I suppose that's a plus! But I have two results due, and I'm terrified. I definitely won't be doing nearly as well as the last two :(
In terms of my eating, my weight has thankfully remained roughly about the same - I say thankfully because it makes a welcomed change to the ridiculous gaining that my body seems to think it's okay to do! I have every intention to lose as much weight as possible for my birthday - that has been my goal date since ages, so I'm going to stick to it - and actually achieve it this time!
I'm going to be aiming for 105lbs as always. I know it's not realistic, and I'm going to be sorely disappointed, but if I give in and aim for a higher weight, my goal weight will just get more and more lenient, and I'll fail as always, so 105lbs it is! I know I can do it, however difficult it is! I think if I shift 3lbs per week, then I should hit my target a little in advance of my birthday - plenty of time for me to get some lovely clothes to fit my brand new body :]
To walk into Miss Selfridges, Topshop or River Island, and pick up a size 4, put them on, and watch them glide on effortlessly - no tugging, squeezing in, just a comfortable outfit, that fits me just like a 10 does now :] (it may be adequate to note that these are English sizes, so in American terms, I want to fit into a 0, like a 6 does now :])
If I hit my target, I'll be sure to post lots of photos of my birthday bash, as I will be uberrrrrr proud xDD
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