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As this is my first proper post on this blog, I figured I'll introduce myself, and give my reasons as to having this second blog.

Firstly, as far as names are concerned, I'd like to remain anonymous, so for the time being, I'll be heidi :)
I'm 18 years old, I'm a taurus, and I was born on a Friday.

So, this is obviously a 'pro-anorexia' or 'pro-ana' blog... What ever you would like to call it. That is because I have 'suffered' from eating disorders since before I can remember, my first diagnosis given at 12 years old. At the moment, bulimia has her cruel grip on me, but I'm hoping that won't be for long. As sick as it sounds, I'm longing to go back to ana, my dearest lifelong friend. I know she's there, and she has some part to play in my current behavious and relationship with food, but I will never deem myself anorexic until I am at a decent weight... No matter how many times the shrink wants to shove it on a piece of paper.

So, to the name of the blog: I must be completely honest here, the name was not my original creation. I came accross it when looking at someone's blogroll, and clicked to have a look. The name described my torture exactly how it is: I'm battling food, bad habits, and anyone who gets in my way so that I can see every beautiful bone in my body. When dear old blogspot said that the name was no longer in use, and that I was free to register it, I jumped at the chance.

So thankyou to the previous author for leaving me with this awesome blog name, and I hope that everything is okay? It does worry me when I see that blogs have been removed... I just hope the author has decided to recover as opposed to deciding... Or having no choice but to die.

Which leads me to another point: eating disorders, especially anorexia KILL YOU! I will not, as a matter of principle, give out 'tips and tricks' as to how to become anorexic, and I will not encourage dangerous behaviour. What I will do, however, is discuss with anyone what they're going through, and talk about my personal day to day life as an eating disordered teen.

Cheeerrrrssss xxxx